I have these sexual fantasies you would not believe! I lie awake at night, thinking about being taken by at least a dozen men at a time. Some times I take them one at a time, and get sloppier and sloppier, and sometimes I think about having them all at once, all over me. I masturbate while fantasizing, and really get off. Especially when I think about being handled rough. Does this mean I want to be raped? Am I crazy, or a slut, or what?
I can't imagine it being safe to actually try to do these things, but these fantasies are so vivid! what should I do?
Girl, you gotta get laid! These fantasies are not the product of a deranged mind, the are a sympton of serious lack-of-nookie!
Your mind conjures up these extreme images the same way a starving person's calls up visions of enormous feasts. You don't really want to be raped(No body does, no matter what Freud said)
You are just so starved for intimacy, that any kind sounds good.I am sure there are willing men you know, or can find. Maybe you don't want to get involved in a Relationship right now, but a fling would do you a world of good.Just tell the guy right up front that all you want is sex. If you just can't find a lover, or have reservations, just enjoy these fantasies for what they are, and be happy. (And if you could write to me in more detail about these fantasies...?)